Christmas

It's a time for giving thanks to people who've been around us or ever not. A gift for someone. A surprise for who deserve. This Christmas lets not forget everyone. This is the time to forgive. Hope, Love, and Peace may always in our side.

Binulad kag Dayok topic

Special ulam? hehehe... What kind of viand? Binulad and dayok is common viand to be considered as the best. What else i can say?

Bring me to life

Wake me up from these nightmare. Wake me and take me off from the dark. Wake me from these voilent of my life. Wake me and bring me to life. What kind of life is this? A life that does not alive. So, wake me up and i'll show you again my smile. Why don't you wake me from this dark? It's hard to find my self. It's too dark. I can't see the way I steps. I beg you. Be my light.

My Clock Stops

So journ. Tackled a long path with different destinies and have to choose. I stop my step and feel the beats of my heart. As a moment passed, tears fall. It hurts. I feel my heart burning completely that almost it becomes ashes. Definitely tears would stop the burn but it flow fires. I almost give up. My heart biting me little-by-little. I tried to stop these tears but flowing like a river. The drops which memories were presents are just only a memory. I can’t talk but my mind keeps talking. Missing someone and finding someone, someone who’s not around. I always watching and waiting in an opened window and door. But, no one is coming. My choice, my life, my self, my whole world has starting to sink. I can’t breathe but pretending I can stand still

I Love You Forever

Is I whom really you? You can be or can’t be. Don’t be fake from yourself or from anybody. It is you that only knew up to perfect percent of yourself.

Love is real? Or real unknown affection? Hope, peace and love bond together but different from one another. And love is the greatest. Once it enters your life, everything from you will change even around you.

You. Are you sure that one or the other one? Let’s say it’s the one whom you love. But, do feelings won’t change after time? If you think so or not, be sure of it before you regret. Know your real feelings.

Forever doesn’t have an ending? It’s just you think of forever and never at not ever. It is for now is it is. Now is now and tomorrow is not now. If we will be not around, is forever existing as its meaning? We should go living to know if forever is true. Can you driven your life without pauses or stops for living to prove what is forever?

I love you forever. Forever or for now? Whom that one or there is someone? Love or already lust? You do or you don’t?

“Forever you’ll love me?” that’s the right question. Don’t be fool. There is a time. Every second there is a change. You can say forever just now and tomorrow you can’t be sure because present is different from the past.

But, there are some cases that this would change by feelings and not only by time.

Butterfly at the Rose's Torns

I thought for this, that we will be. But not for these, that it will be worst. I was a rebel girl. Learning dumb things and creating stupid things. I go my self far. Far away from everything around. I’m a full of ideas. Idea that I could enjoy making troubles even it’s not big, as big as a whole world. Accompanied with nice and cool troop but we’re now set apart. A people who were there and shares everything about life. There was a one time I first to saw you but in a distance. Talking to a girl and in your distance, there was a one guy at the motorcycle and I think that’s your companion and it’s waiting for you. When I look back to you, the girl’s talking with you with a beautiful smile facing you. I turn back and then… look back again. I said to my self, “we will be someday.” I was just wake up another morning in another life. Then I saw a guy that seems so nice deep inside me. I saw him every time and always worried if I thought he’s under the night. One day I have a chance to talk with him. And starting that moment I feel we’re gonna be together. Walking at the sea side, hears the calling of sea, feel the running of the wind, watch the yellow thing flying around. A special question comes again in his tongue. “When?” And it is now. Right then, right there. We enjoy every time to talk the rest of our time. As one day he has told me about a girl he meets. He went to the town of the girl every time and some times he was accompanied with his friend. And I recognized! The girl he meant, the place, the situation. He is the guy! A guy that I have seen before. Many promises have come out. Many worries have done. Sweetness and exciting goes on. But when time run even we can’t feel, things go worst and can’t even stud. A friend from before ‘til now. He’s an every thing and a treasure that I have. Who’s there when I call as I need him. A little more dumb and stupid aside me. But when we’re together, bad things gone in front of us. Happy together and doesn’t matter a little journey and adventure. I don’t want time pass us by. I want him beside even for a while until the day that I have to say goodbye. But a jealous one won’t let me. I explain before how important that someone for me. Only I want is a much time to be with. Getting worst than all worst we have. I was caged by his hand and can’t move as what I want. Only it starts about the eagle that I have accompanied for a long time. Hope someday it will last. And I would never be a BuTtErFlY again… -BuTtErFlY