My Clock Stops

So journ. Tackled a long path with different destinies and have to choose. I stop my step and feel the beats of my heart. As a moment passed, tears fall. It hurts. I feel my heart burning completely that almost it becomes ashes. Definitely tears would stop the burn but it flow fires. I almost give up. My heart biting me little-by-little. I tried to stop these tears but flowing like a river. The drops which memories were presents are just only a memory. I can’t talk but my mind keeps talking. Missing someone and finding someone, someone who’s not around. I always watching and waiting in an opened window and door. But, no one is coming. My choice, my life, my self, my whole world has starting to sink. I can’t breathe but pretending I can stand still