Butterfly at the Rose's Torns

I thought for this, that we will be. But not for these, that it will be worst. I was a rebel girl. Learning dumb things and creating stupid things. I go my self far. Far away from everything around. I’m a full of ideas. Idea that I could enjoy making troubles even it’s not big, as big as a whole world. Accompanied with nice and cool troop but we’re now set apart. A people who were there and shares everything about life. There was a one time I first to saw you but in a distance. Talking to a girl and in your distance, there was a one guy at the motorcycle and I think that’s your companion and it’s waiting for you. When I look back to you, the girl’s talking with you with a beautiful smile facing you. I turn back and then… look back again. I said to my self, “we will be someday.” I was just wake up another morning in another life. Then I saw a guy that seems so nice deep inside me. I saw him every time and always worried if I thought he’s under the night. One day I have a chance to talk with him. And starting that moment I feel we’re gonna be together. Walking at the sea side, hears the calling of sea, feel the running of the wind, watch the yellow thing flying around. A special question comes again in his tongue. “When?” And it is now. Right then, right there. We enjoy every time to talk the rest of our time. As one day he has told me about a girl he meets. He went to the town of the girl every time and some times he was accompanied with his friend. And I recognized! The girl he meant, the place, the situation. He is the guy! A guy that I have seen before. Many promises have come out. Many worries have done. Sweetness and exciting goes on. But when time run even we can’t feel, things go worst and can’t even stud. A friend from before ‘til now. He’s an every thing and a treasure that I have. Who’s there when I call as I need him. A little more dumb and stupid aside me. But when we’re together, bad things gone in front of us. Happy together and doesn’t matter a little journey and adventure. I don’t want time pass us by. I want him beside even for a while until the day that I have to say goodbye. But a jealous one won’t let me. I explain before how important that someone for me. Only I want is a much time to be with. Getting worst than all worst we have. I was caged by his hand and can’t move as what I want. Only it starts about the eagle that I have accompanied for a long time. Hope someday it will last. And I would never be a BuTtErFlY again… -BuTtErFlY